Lonely Nights....

Lonely nights that I live
remind me of evrything that I've missed.
The love the touch....
OH! it hurts so much....
I wanna gain everything I've missed.

I cud have had it all when I had the chance
but I fell into a mystifying trance
my eyes were open
but I cud not see
I was hitting my own achillius heel

Now I can taste the ashes of my burning soul
I can feel inside a deep hole
Inside myself
Inside my heart
And I can see myself falling apart

It's killing me I'm dying
Its hurting me and I'm crying
I can't take it
I can't take it no more
And I often ask
what was it all worth for ??